Assalamualaikum
Another mini clinical exam today..
(unprepared as usual T_T but nonetheless need to face through juga)
Doakan!
Assalamualaikum
Another mini clinical exam today..
(unprepared as usual T_T but nonetheless need to face through juga)
Doakan!
Assalamualaikum
Im here because...... yeah. I have a presentation tomorrow, so writing here is actually part of my procastination-i-know-that-wrong-but-still-doing-it-strategies.
Random things to rant
1) I realized that im really someone of low confidence
2) The more I learn the more I don't remember and the more I realized I don't know
3) But still I want to be better
4) But I am very lazy (and lack of confidence, Im too afraid to speak out/approach ppl)
5) But doing nothing aint get me nowhere
6) Thus I need to progress
7) To progress I need to beat myself
8) To beat myself, I need pushing factor
9) The best pushing factor right now is THE STRESS
10) But the stress --- stressed me out!
11) Then what should I do? *sigh*
12) Need good plan to tackle this stress
13) And just go through it (of course with the DUIT - Doa Usaha Ikhtiar Tawakkal). Like seriously need to langgar everything (in a proper manner of course ye sis, not breaking the rule)
14) If you don't do it (repeatedly) you will never MASTER it
15) And please.. just be confident
Ok sekian
Good luck dear me for tomorrow
Assalamualaikum.
"Dont forget among the cloudy dark,
You're a star painted with a left hand."
Entering the 30's
Means my life is in it's middle phase
Not sure whether how long i will be in this dunya
But this age is the peak of someone's life, they said
Now im happy with my husband and my 2 kids
And im enjoying my work life (although its tough, and tiring sometimes)
I writing here to collect my thoughts and reshape my mind
I have determined before, i will be someone
Someone who's useful to ummah, having her own contribution and legacy
As there's a quote saying,
"Benih yang baik,
Kalau dicampak ke darat menjadi gunung;
Dan jika dicampak ke laut menjadi pulau."
Pray for me, that i will be the best version of me.
mumblyme
who still lack lots of confident but still want to be somebody --at least try to be