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 This cutey nama dia absar, because he always observe what ppl doing

Assalamualaikum

Ramadhan means a lot to a muslim. When ramadhan was just arounds its corner, muslims would turn on their soleh mode, start to muhasabah, plan what should he do in order to maximize the whole month.

And of course, not all people are going to get the same opportunity (read: kelapangan). For example; my mom, she herself did never enjoyed full terawih at mosque like everyone did since dzorif was born. And also solat raya. As she always busy during the day. Im the only daughter and our big family lack of girls so why these things happen. We are super busy on syawal morning. I didnt feel anything since i bukanlah rajin pun nak ke masjid every night but my mom, she's different. Having full terawih at mosque is like her dream since ever.

And when dzorif turns six, she really do that, macam rasa bersyukur gila penantian dia selama ni telah berakhir.

What i learn from her is, mencapai kenikmatan ramadhan tu bukanlah dengan melakukan amalan2 dahsyat yang orang nampak besar macam masjid hopping tiap hari, dll tp ialah based on sejauh mana indulgence kita dalam melaksanakan ibadah itu, dan bagaimana ia eventually mampu mengubah kita, menjadi insan yang lebih baik bila ramadhan berakhir.

Ok tu je perasaan hari ini. Sekian.

Jangan menyesal

Salam ramadhan

We humans, often hear about the phrase of "keep doing your best", "Don't ever give up", "Chase your dream", "YOLO", all of them really motivated us to be someone, and keep establishing the best artwork that we can give to this world.

But,

It just today, NO, this week, i was disappointed with myself whom cannot be disciplined enough to achieve what i want.

How to be a great person? Haih

...melemahkan, ya, melemahkan untuk buat maksiat

Assalamualaikum

welcome to Earth, Ramadan

Those words above in the title adalah pesanan yang paling terkesan sekali semasa duduk duduk santai bersama akhawat dalam Ihya Ramadan kali yang lalu. Kak Anis berpesan,

"Ramadan ini seharusnya bukan bulan yang melemahkan semangat kita untuk bekerja, tetapi melemahkan keinginan kita untuk buat maksiat."

Ouch, segannya. Masa kami sama sama tengok video productive ramadan tu pulak, ada satu part dalam video tu tunjuk contoh seorang muslim productive (warna oren); he's working dilligently despite of going through fasting moments, yet putting a sign 'Ask me anything about Ramadan'.

Selalu masa kita puasa sunat (especially), kita selalu buat muke jangan-kacau-aku-boleh-tak-aku-lapar kat kawan-kawan kalau diorang nak mintak tolong ke, buat ape ape ke. Aiseh, tak tahu la kalau orang lain tak buat, alhamdulillah sangat Allah lindung, but sometimes I am. Wuwuwuwuwuuuu.

So, there's a lot of things need to be improve, and starting this Ramadan, I have lots of things to be implemented within me. Wish me the best, may Allah ease.

Sekian

Last words from mereka.

Assalamualaikum
[Amaran: Ini post rojak. Aloh cam tak biasa je kan]

Being an only junior in my house; and a life surrounded by the so-called-people that are serving their best to change us externally and internally towards a better person (akhawats) really makes me fortunate as i got a lot of words from them as some sort of 'momento' before they going back.

Especially when most of the advices are quite...the same? Err that proven that im so obvious and easy to be read/ i have a particular problem that annoys everyone so much. So let's write them here nanti next time kalo baca jangan buat-buat lupa ye saya.

1. Be serious
Mostly cakap benda yang sama kat saya. Bukan be serious yang jangan gelak-gelak atau jangan lompat-lompat tu, tapi be serious with your own life and dreams. Ada sorang tu cakap, "Akak nampak awak ada keinginan dan impian, tapi macam tak bergerak je." Opss.

2. Common sense
The things that paling saya tak ada. Common sense is something built inside a community, what is common to that particular community being held up as a sense between and within each people in the community. But saya takde common sense dalam things bersahabat kerana Allah, mungkin kerana itu, so thanks kawan-kawan for showing me the light. InsyaAllah, perkenalan ini menjadi momentum untuk kita lebih menghargai perasaan ukhti sekeliling kita.

3. Lebih sodiq
Sodiq dalam berkata, menterjemahkan segalanya kepada amal

4. Jangan selfish
Jual benda lain boleh. Ikan takleh.

5. Move as a team
Kan. I know i deserve this nasihat. T^T