Hi there

 Hi there

Assalamualaikum

Just want to remind myself

- Be the best version of yourself!!!!!!!

Random #11

 Assalamualaikum

Im here because...... yeah. I have a presentation tomorrow, so writing here is actually part of my procastination-i-know-that-wrong-but-still-doing-it-strategies.

jom ranting :p

Random things to rant

1) I realized that im really someone of low confidence

2) The more I learn the more I don't remember and the more I realized I don't know

3) But still I want to be better

4) But I am very lazy (and lack of confidence, Im too afraid to speak out/approach ppl)

5) But doing nothing aint get me nowhere

6) Thus I need to progress

7) To progress I need to beat myself

8) To beat myself, I need pushing factor

9) The best pushing factor right now is THE STRESS

10) But the stress --- stressed me out!

11) Then what should I do? *sigh*

12) Need good plan to tackle this stress

13) And just go through it (of course with the DUIT - Doa Usaha Ikhtiar Tawakkal). Like seriously need to langgar everything (in a proper manner of course ye sis, not breaking the rule)

14) If you don't do it (repeatedly) you will never MASTER it

15) And please.. just be confident

Ok sekian

Good luck dear me for tomorrow

Not teens anymore

 Assalamualaikum.

"Dont forget among the cloudy dark,
You're a star painted with a left hand."

Entering the 30's
Means my life is in it's middle phase
Not sure whether how long i will be in this dunya
But this age is the peak of someone's life, they said

Now im happy with my husband and my 2 kids
And im enjoying my work life (although its tough, and tiring sometimes)

I writing here to collect my thoughts and reshape my mind
I have determined before, i will be someone
Someone who's useful to ummah, having her own contribution and legacy
As there's a quote saying,

"Benih yang baik, 
Kalau dicampak ke darat menjadi gunung;
Dan jika dicampak ke laut menjadi pulau."

Pray for me, that i will be the best version of me.

mumblyme
who still lack lots of confident but still want to be somebody --at least try to be

Pinktag

 Assalamualaikum :)

D4 quarantine.

After all the battles that i have been through in Selayang and stuffs, I tewas in my new workplace. Haha. Finally COVID hit my family and I. At first, we thought it was Nabhan who brought covid home as he was the one being symptomatic first (having fever, cough and flu), but apparently his test turned out to be negative. Guess what, im the one who is positive with low CT value. Aiseh. 

Thus our (my) quarantine days begun

Was very excited and anxious as well as i know that i have a kid in my womb. But surely she’s very strong accompanying me fighting covid together. I get to feel what ageusia and anosmia was like. Im unable to smell my perfume, and my KFC tastes really bland; it was feel like eating a plastic weh!

And my husband, at the beginning of the quarantine he merajuk with me, just because im putting my work first before myself. Yes, i went to work the day before i tested positive with covid, eventhough i was down with fever, and really bad cough, because you know, who will replace you for ON shift; and i cannot let my friend working alone for night shift. It’s scary.

Nonetheless, alhamdulillah everything is ok.

Then, i just knew that there’s was breakout in my hospital among workers.

Hopefully everything’s fine.

Ameen.