I dont know when exactly i attempted to make a post for this topic, but i love the title. I drafted this post since I was still in egypt.
Those time when going to usrah is not really a big struggle for me, i enjoyed it very much there.
(even now still not a hard struggle, why, because i have fatiah to go together with, khairiah to stay with, and all the fun usrah members to mingle with, as well as our awesome naqibah kak han. Ya Allah, ease my heart and make me steadfast in this road till the end of my life.)
About barakah and rahmat.
Sometimes it is us who drive the goodness away,
Usually by our own negative thinking. Once a friend said to me,
"Jangan cakap diri sendiri miskin selalu tak ada duit, nanti betul-betul Allah bagi tak ada duit."
When we feel ourselves not having that much money when actually we got RM10 in our purse, doesn't it mean that we feel like RM10 is not enough for us at the moment? Are we calibrating "ada duit" with amount of money that we have? Oh kalau macam tu, orang yang just ada RM5 dalam purse dia semua miskin.
Then you merungut macam-macam tak ada tu tak ada ni, tak ada masa, tak ada makanan, tak ada baju. Sampai bebila pun hidup kau tak akan rasa lapang dan mudah, sebab at all time you tak puas hati dengan apa yang you dah ada.
And bila rasa tak puas dengan apa yang ada tu wujud dalam diri,
That is when the barakah goes away.
Kurangkan merungut,
Banyakkan bersyukur.
InsyaAllah, Allah akan tambah.
(Ibrahim: 7)
Those time when going to usrah is not really a big struggle for me, i enjoyed it very much there.
(even now still not a hard struggle, why, because i have fatiah to go together with, khairiah to stay with, and all the fun usrah members to mingle with, as well as our awesome naqibah kak han. Ya Allah, ease my heart and make me steadfast in this road till the end of my life.)
About barakah and rahmat.
Sometimes it is us who drive the goodness away,
Usually by our own negative thinking. Once a friend said to me,
"Jangan cakap diri sendiri miskin selalu tak ada duit, nanti betul-betul Allah bagi tak ada duit."
When we feel ourselves not having that much money when actually we got RM10 in our purse, doesn't it mean that we feel like RM10 is not enough for us at the moment? Are we calibrating "ada duit" with amount of money that we have? Oh kalau macam tu, orang yang just ada RM5 dalam purse dia semua miskin.
Then you merungut macam-macam tak ada tu tak ada ni, tak ada masa, tak ada makanan, tak ada baju. Sampai bebila pun hidup kau tak akan rasa lapang dan mudah, sebab at all time you tak puas hati dengan apa yang you dah ada.
And bila rasa tak puas dengan apa yang ada tu wujud dalam diri,
That is when the barakah goes away.
Kurangkan merungut,
Banyakkan bersyukur.
InsyaAllah, Allah akan tambah.
(Ibrahim: 7)
