Random #10

current essentials, as of 28/7/18

previous planner (kim ver) tertinggal kat rumah hafi, so sekarang angkut

yang ni. a simple one. ibu bagi.

Benda yang random nak ditulis:

1/ Disebabkan lama dah tak bawak kereta, maka dah tak pandai dah bawak kereta. 

Luls. Nasib baik lesen ada, at least.

Tu la orang kata, al ilmu bila amal ka assyajaru bila tsamar

Hang ada ilmu tapi tak amal macam orang yang takde pape

2/ Sekarang dalam keadaan yang tersepit di antara nak simpan duit atau nak belanjakan je demi kebahagiaan diri HAHAHA

Bcs i began to work just to get experience; not really for money. But still.

3/ Kesiannya orang muda yang income bawah RM1500, memang cukup makan. Apatah lagi yang dah berkeluarga.

4/ Bosannya hidup takde geng (dalam radius 10m) yang selalunya terlampau bizi sampai takde masa nak main game. Biasa inilah sumber inspirasi nak gerakkan sikit otot tulang/habiskan duit poket berjalan. Hahah ni random.

5/ Teringin nak kerja locum doctor nanti bebile in the future

Define Beautiful

Today a lady came to our clinic requessting for vitamin c iv drip.

And she brought the vial herself, 

Coming frm unknown source/company.

In the box she holding, it just one vial left to complete all the set.

Confused, we asked Dr Sam abt it. And as expected dr sam refuse the request, saying the drugs need to be refered to kkm first. Plus actually no vitamin c drip/iv/depo has been approved by kkm yet till now. Haih! Ppl always want to become beautiful in easy way lah.. that greed to beauty had kill a lot —for ages!

 

Then the lady walked away with her nigerian husband.

Lady, 

Lets redefine the meaning of beauty. It's not being white is beautiful. It's your soul is. Your appearance. Look nicely presentable is enough. No need to much make up! No need to be underweight. 

Just be confident, polite and shine your own strengthness. That's how i see beauty in people.

Sekian.

No Nightlife

Everyday after 6pm, i would go home

Get a bath, wash my clothes (manually)

Solat and do all the evening cites

Then get on the bed and start to study

After 5 mins start to play games 😂

Then look out of the window seeing busy streets full of lights from all the vehicles passing by

Everyone seems to rush home.

It's good to have a reason to be a little bit busier at night.

Bcs now im not. Not even too tired to sleep early.

Haila bersyukurlah.

Buat yang terbaik dalam apa keadaan sekalipun. Kalau nak merungut tu memang tak akan habis. Just enjoy the flow.

Being Humble Gains More Respect

Really salute this one humble dr, whenever i called him he never refer himself as Dr

Just simply, "Hi, Patrick kat sini..bla2".

And always call us by our names

Really kind, soft, considerate, never leave his slot until he asked to do so (yang ni power!) And always attend the pt properly, ask them nicely abt themselves, dah makan ke belum, tinggal kat mana, sekarang buat apa.. whoever they are; from any backgrounds —Malaysian or not. 

#inspired

Lazy Med Student

Recalling my med school life, i would say im a lazy student. Why? Bcs im not really enthusiastic in joining non compulsary ward round and operations; most of the time bcs i felt like not getting much benefit frm it as compared to reading and memorizing the books by myself at home. I always envied my collegues who tasted the "nikmat" of doing extra things in Kasr El Ainy. Why cant i enjoy as much as they do? Is it because deep within myself im not interested in medic as much i expected myself would do? Hmm.

Man, I reaaallly love medical studies very much esp when i understand the subjects well. Maybe bcs not mastering enough the subject made me not enjoying the rounds? 

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Today we have Dr Nazmir around as our locum doctor. He is a great person who are very welcoming and easy going. 

So today a pt came complaining of sore throat and few others, as soon after the pt went away dr said to me "Nabila, lepas ni kalau ada patient datang awak duduk sini lah. Tadi saya buat knee examination, rugi awak tak tengok." I was like.. "ohh ok dr."

Then later in the evening another pt came. This time, a child whose parents said that she was feverish. I want to come in but as the parents are with the other 2 children were in the doctor's room, i changed my mind, thinking that the room will be too crowded if i joined in.

Then the same thing happen. After we dispensed the drugs to the pt, dr came and asked me again, "Nabila, kenapa tak masuk. You kena duduk sini, kalau tak nanti medical skill you akan rusted."

I gave my alasan but i felt really ungrateful by telling so. A good doctor offering you a good chance to learn, why aren't you grabbing it.

And when the dr said "nanti medical skill you rusted" tu i felt like macam kena ketuk. Actually takdelah rasa macam responsible sangat nak menjaga skill tu sebab, yela tak practice lagi as true doctor. Skill pun macam takde je sebenarnya. Haha. But still nabila, remember the oath that you've taken? And see, even the doctor expected me to possess the skill. Me —an egypt medical grad yang marhaen ni. Actually egypt students, we are trained enough by our professors and doctors, be proud of ur knowledge. Last time when i attend the GP symposium, the consultants explaining the things that we've learnt by hard during our fifth and sixth year, without any other odd extras! Everything were the same. Just practice je yang kita kurang sebab we are too much exam oriented.

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So suddenly that thought of "aku ni memang pemalas" tu popped out in my mind. No not again nabila, pls take these opportunities that Allah gave to you to learn more; so that when you start ur housemanship youll be able to enjoy it quickly rather than thinking it's a detestable life to come through.